aycan@opheliaaa· 4mo🇹🇷
i spread my hands out in front of me and take a good hard look at them. what am i always so tense about? why this desperate struggle just to survive? i shake my head, turn from the window, clear my mind of thoughts of a hundred years away. i’ll just think about now. about books waiting to be read in the library, machines in the gym i haven’t worked out on. thinking about anything else isn’t going to get me anywhere.
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